Last Sunday I got called and set apart to be the Relief Society President of my neighborhood ward of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. When the bishop extended me this call I had MANY feelings of doubt and fear. I hadn't been a president of anything since I was 17! For those of you who have no idea what a Relief Society President is, I am over the spiritual and temporal welfare of more than 145 women that live around me. I know many of them since I have lived here for 11.5 years, but there are at least 45 that I do not know and many more who I want/need to get to know. I was very overwhelmed but the Bishop assured me that this call was from the Lord, not from him. I know he was right. I went to the temple the very next morning. I fasted and prayed and choose a two amazing ladies to be my counselors and a secretary. Over the next week before I was sustained I read books about women who have loved and served, women with faith and courage. I was so very nervous last Sunday when I stood up, and then everyone sustained me as their Relief Society President and a lot of my fear started to dissipate. My mom sent me a text that morning telling me that she sustained me, and that she wished she was able to be there. Later that day I was given a special blessing from my bishop. Ever since then things have fallen into place. My life is going to change. I have more responsibility than ever before. But, thanks to that blessing, I know that I will be able to accomplish all that God wants me to accomplish. I know that I will rely on my Savior to get me through tough times that are sure to lie ahead. I am so thankful that Gregory supports me 100%. He told me that he "has known" I was going to get this call. He has already been a huge support as I have been struggling with all the re-organization that I have had to figure out. I am so thankful to my kiddos. First, because they are old enough to take care for a lot of their needs, and second because they understand what I am doing and have encouraged me and talked to me about decisions I have had to make. I told them that they need to tell me if I am ever slacking in the mom department since they are my most important calling. I know that this will not be an easy calling. I thought teaching from the New Testament was hard, but this will stretch me more than ever. I know that I can do anything with my Savior by my side. I know that He will hear and answer my prayers and guide me to do what He needs to have done. I am so thankful that He trusts me with so many of His daughters. I only pray for His constant support.
Life is going to get crazy, but at least we get to rest sometimes and listen to beautiful "flute" concerts by cute 9 year olds.




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