
...I haven't posted in almost a week. My life is crazy. I never have a free day. Some times I do get to stay at home during the day and not run around somewhere, but that means I usually end up doing necessary housework like laundry, vacuuming or the never ending battle of dishes. Or it could mean that my family has an empty refrigerator/pantry because I cannot bring myself to go to the store with the 2 little kiddos, again. I thought school starting would bring the amount of comings and goings down a little, but if anything it has only increased.
Thankfully, not all of the "To Dos" on my calendar all bad (or just not fun). I went to the movies with some friends, have a date with Greg on Saturday and the circus next week should be a blast. I think I have an okay balance, but sometimes I get so caught up with all the STUFF I have to do or go to. I have been reading a book about having more playtime with your kids, and just having more fun with them. It has really hit home in a couple spots for me. Not bragging, but I do think that I do play with my kids a lot. I try to play a game or run around outside with them, but through reading this book I have realized that I need to have fun and be more positive about my time with them. I have already noticed Nathan not being as interested with me as he usually is, though he and his friends are always up for a tickle fight.
I have seen the movie "
Mamma Mia" twice now, and absolutely love it. It reminded me so much of my early college years (when I was carefree and unattached) and we would dress up and sing
karaoke, go to dance clubs or play pranks on our neighbors. A time where there was a lot more play in my life, though somehow I did manage to graduate from school. Those were wonderful years and watching this movie has made me want to play and have fun so much more. Although, it may not be with the "girls" as much as with my Greg and my 3 kids. I have tried to loosen up a little this past week and have had a lot of fun with it. We were over at Nate's school playing and heard a train coming so we sat and watched for it across the street, and then we counted 105 cars on the train. It was so fun, the kids had a kick out of it. I loved that I could just sit there and I didn't worry about dinner or the house or anything else, just looking and counting all of the different train cars. Then yesterday Annie wanted to wear her princess dress and gloves, and she handed me my old gloves that we found at my parent's house. The she looked at my shorts and told me to find a princess dress. I pulled on my sparkly silver prom skirt and away we went. Dancing around the house. It was a blast! Hopefully I can keep it up.